I honestly believe I will never be lower than the weight I currently am, 142lbs… I have never managed to lose weight. I have no motivation to exercise, despite how much I DESPISE my body and I find it impossible to resist tasty unhealthy food and I am too fussy to eat clean, oh and I have the worst sleeping pattern EVER… Been under a week and i’ve given it a half arsed attempt and so want to quit :’(